Healing through my soul’s desired Path – A personal transformation

Coming back to life, Part II is precisely as the title suggests… My recovery, my healing, my rebirth, my awakening, my personal transformation from a life that had been in the dark on all levels: mental, spiritual, emotional, etheric, physical, social, and financial. In my relationships, my deeper desires, my true colors had lost all colors. In no dimension was I satisfied, content or close to any version of being happy; genuinely, all-consuming happy.

Groping in the dark as a child, and then entering an even darker than dark adolescence and early adulthood was taking its toll. Even though I caught myself misbehaving in more ways than one, I knew deep down that this lifestyle and many of my choices were more of a reaction rather than a conscious choice. And this is where things got very messy and hardcore. 

This is where I had to make some hardcore life changes. And as I started my detox I observed very closely and asked myself…

“Kathy my love…. what would you like the remainder of your life to look and feel like? Really. Not the one you portray to society, but the one that you will truly be happy with?”

And the closer I observed the more I realized that there were so few good examples that my heart and soul wished to follow. I observed that most people lived more on autopilot, more out of response to social, religious, political, family opinions. Rules, dare I say, based on dogmatic leashes. People that bled on one another in any opportunity that arose so they could in some way feel a little less of their own pain…

• From addictions, 
• from overeating to undereating,
• from avoiding exercise to overexercising, 
• from skimping on sleep to oversleeping their life away, 
• from not planning ahead to planning their next inhale, 
• from saying yes too often to never agreeing to anything, 
• from offending others constantly to never setting personal boundaries, 
• from being late to being too early, 
• from being in bad relationships, dying relationships to bar hopping from the one relationship to the next, 
• from leaving things to the last minute and procrastinating, 
• from living in the past or living in the future… 

In general finding any way to avoid living in the present, from trying to be something they were not and copy-pasting other people’s lives/ideas/thoughts/lifestyles/emotions/reactions/words/passions/ befriending other’s friends and lovers, the list was endless…

A list that made me feel even more empathy for all those people who had spent so many long hours and years in therapy. And yet the positive results were obviously nowhere to be seen in their personal interactions. 

Only a mere glimpse would shine through every now and then, but to me that simply would not do it. I had had enough… I needed to see people genuinely happy, truly content and satisfied with their lives. And to be in love with their lives once again… true love, through true holistic healing.

The need to be in relationship with the spirit

My need to be in relationship with the spirit in all things has been a need that has accompanied me throughout life. Being gifted with the role of a Shaman/Shamanka and being able to use the information and guidance from the non-ordinary reality to assist in healing and transforming people’s lives has and always will be my greatest concern and interest.

My life and role as a Shamanka ripened fully only after my own recognition and acceptance of my role, and unquestionably only after my own personal healing and transformation and that combined with years of intense studying, isolation and meditation. 

Being a teacher of English, translator, specializing in proofreading for over thirty years consulting with school faculties, colleagues, various divisions at universities and colleges, meeting with parents and studying constantly through independent learning, volunteer work, participating in research studies and projects are all part of my personal journey which I had chosen to engage and collaborate in as not to limit my experiences on any level, not even to paid employment. 

The plethora of knowledge accumulating through the years was obviously amounting to something. I just never knew to what…

Having undergone extremely exhausting and heartbreaking experiences from the age of thirteen, the ages between 30 to 40 would prove to be the most challenging and colossal.

Suffering with Stage 4 Endometriosis for 10 years and having undergone five surgeries in a span of 10 years not only questioned my faith in God but also tested my will of whether I desired to continue in this lifetime or any other lifetime, ever again, on this planet, in this universe and in any dimension.

This time span offered me the greatest gifts and teachings I was to receive. It is not a time when one can earn college credits very easily, however it provides the discipline and education on the most important soft skills set. Communication, teamwork, adaptability, problem-solving, leadership, work-ethic, and time management, self-respect, self-love, that sense of oneness of all being interconnected. These profound life experiences had come to provide a much broader sense of purpose and understanding.

The pain, the loneliness, the uncertainty, the truth about myself, the truth about others, the recovery stages on all levels (physical, emotional, spiritual, psychological, financial), the doing so well only to go under the knife again (my body started looking like a jigsaw puzzle…). 

The way through difficulties

This 37 years in total of a trial period should have been enough for me to recognize the signs of the role I was to play. These personal difficulties and trans-Atlantic universal road tests I was constantly being put through were to be the tools and knowledge I would use today to navigate the different realms, and to to assist others in their personal healing and transformation…

• To find themselves again and build the life they have so desired for years on end.
• To find harmony, balance, and that sense of peace, quiet, stability and home in their own body.
• To die and be reborn time and time again.
• To rise like a phoenix from my ashes, to experience the dark night of the soul.
• To come to terms with the fact that I was travelling between the upper, middle, and lower worlds, to be visited day in, day out by our Ancestors of all cultures, of all ages, of all religions. 
• To receive and learn to interpret messages and healing methods delivered by the Spirits so that I may share these messages and be able to offer this healing with each individual or on a wider scale.

All the above would turn out to be a blessing in disguise…

Visited and initiated regularly by most of our Ascended Masters, Elementals, having had OBE, Astral Projecting at the most unprepared for and unforeseen moments, Transmuting and shapeshifting into each and every Animal Spirit Guide known on this planet and on others…, to playing the role of the psychopomp, which most people are cringing just at the thought of this detail. 

A psychopomp is a guide, whose primary function is to escort souls to the afterlife but can also serve as a guide through the various transitions of life. My personal experiences of border crossing and walking between the worlds had become an everyday event for me. Assisting souls who had lost their way or required a certain ritual and guidance before being released or to retrieve souls came ever so natural to me after having been reborn so many times in this lifetime personally. 

Being in touch, loved, protected, blessed, and guided by the helping Spirits and Shamanic Guides available on all realms is more than anyone could ever ask for.

Shamanic healing and transformation of the soul

Shamanic powers are in most cases inherited and matured through blood lines, or through significant teacher/disciple relationships, where unbroken lines of initiation are important.

Becoming a Shaman or female Shamanka is also possible through non-human lineages where the talents and powers acquired are determined by the Spirits, who not only determine if one becomes a Shaman or Shamanka, but also the power one is able to possess and use. 

One does not choose or volunteer to be a Shaman or Shamanka and if you are trying to become one then you are definitely not one. A shaman/ka is chosen by the Spirits for a specific purpose which usually involves creating a sacred space for healing and transformation to occur. 

Shamanism is emerging into religious, psychological, and evolutionary studies and increasingly taking its place as an important pinnacle of human achievement. It has been applied in psychology, counselling, nursing, public health, medicine, and substance-abuse rehabilitation.

Channelling is also quite common where the spiritual being is channelled through the Shaman/ka so that guidance and healing can be shared with the individual concerned. We assist you to help understand the changes that are taking place and support your spiritual awakening and your own personal awakening.

The vibration being transmitted is very powerful and extremely loving. The energy is inspiring and profoundly healing and since so many people have found no true healing and results in conventional psychotherapy, psychodynamic therapy, cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT), EMDR, group therapy, and so on, more and more people of the west are now willing to explore these methods. 

People come to me for help when they are ready to take full control of their lives on all levels. When they have simply had enough of not seeing results and of not having the power of their own lives in their own hands. When they need someone to unveil the truth behind the masks they have needed to wear for so long, the damage, the trauma, the energy sources that have been affecting their lives for years on end and can never exactly put their finger on it.

Both individually and collectively we are at a time in human evolution where we need to re-evaluate and redefine and take full responsibility, be held accountable for our actions and choices.

Shamanism is humanity’s most ancient spiritual practice and a way of life. The teachings of shamanism focus on our connection to nature and promote the wellness of all creation. A creation, your creation, of awakening… an awakening which is a blessing, a gift. 

It is my gift to you, to heal, to transform, to manifest the life you have always and truly wanted deep in your soul. For a deeper healing, a more grounded perspective on life and an ever-expanding sense of connection with our wondrous natural world. 

My purpose is to cleanse the body, to clear the energy field, to focus the mind and to give the Spirit a peaceful home in which to reside and create. Through love, through gratitude, compassion, patience, respect, and kindness to each soul individually and then in connection to our universal journey that is always guided by Spirit.

In love, in light,
Always here, always yours,
KC The Greek Shaman

PS.: This is Part II of the “Coming Back to Life” series.